Well, I blew that. Instead of fixating on the failure, though, I'm going to do two things.
1) I'm going to borrow a phrase from my friend Tracey who said in passing that I should just reset and try again. That's what I'm going to do. Reset. Try again.
2) I'm looking at why I didn't pull this off. I've narrowed it down to a couple of different reasons, but the biggest one is that I let myself get intimidated . . . not by the word count, but by the story itself. It's of a genre that I've never written before. I read in this genre, but I've never tried to actually create anything in it. I'm excited, but I let myself get a little freaked out. What if the names aren't right? Is it historically accurate? Is it geographically correct?
I'm going to attribute a lof of this to my brain finding new and exciting ways to procrastinate and pepper me with self doubt. I refuse to let myself get too down about it. This is a learning opportunity.
In recognizing what my subconscious is doing, in identifying the issues here, I feel I'm bettering myself as a creator. I'm using the down time from the actual "writing" to plot and outline, which is something I've had mixed results with in the past. Because I am writing in a genre I've never written in before, I'm excited that my outlining will help and I still feel productive even though the wordcount isn't there.
Yet. I still feel 5,000 words/week is an accomplishable goal. And I'm starting to get a little antsy - I've got my main character names selected, I've got the setting built, and I may have even stumbled across a working title for this story.
And I've got my film-score-to-write-to playlist picked out. I think I can hear music composed by Gianni Ferrio playing somewhere in the background. Or maybe that's Vasco Vassill Kojucharov . . .
Thursday, June 6, 2013
Over at the Universal Monster Army message boards, a subject thread popped up called Your Classic Monster Wish! in which forum members started posting their wishes and dreams regarding classic monster movies. I thought it was an interesting topic, and decided to hijack it for this installment of The Thursday Thirteen.
- Hammer Films all had distribution deals with the same companies. Wouldn't it be nice if the jumping-through-the-various-distribution-companies hoops were taken out of the equation when it came to releasing the entire Hammer Films catalog on DVD or Blu-ray?
- Speaking of Hammer, more Brian Donlevy as Professor Quatermass. Again, not to slight other performers who've played the role, but, for me, there's something about Donlevy's take on Quatermass that hit me just right. He's a cocksure hero-scientist that drags us along on his save-the-world adventures, and I wish there were more movies like that.
- Some sort of explanation why Larry Talbot is still suffering from lycanthrophy at the start of Abbott and Costello Meet Frankenstein when he was cured at the end of House of Dracula. I know it's a nitpicky kind of thing (and, actually, it IS explained in Jeff Rovin's excellent 1998 novel Return of the Wolfman, but I want an in-movie explanation), but it's always bugged me a little bit. (I probably read too many comics as a kid and get really hung up on how everything matched up continuity-wise.)
- Speaking of special features, more special features for these classic, and sometimes not-so-classic, monster movies. While I enjoy the simple pleasure of opening up the latest collection from Mill Creek Entertainment and finding a genre movie from the 40s that I don't already have on disc or haven't watched in a long time, I doubly enjoy finding a movie, like, say, White Zombie (previously released by Mill Creek, and anyone else who has access to a public domain print of the film) that's been rereleased by Kino Lorber with a new commentary track. As fans of these kinds of movies, we're collectors, and as much as our wallets might cry about it, we'll spend a few extra bucks for interviews, commentary tracks, something more than a trailer and a screen of cast and crew information.
- Soundtrack album releases. Those who know me know that I'm a film score collector, and companies like Monstrous Movie Music make me VERY happy. Again, my wallet might not like it, but I'd love more soundtrack albums from these films.
- More Bela Lugosi. Speaking of my favorite Hungarian, I would have loved to see him get more work at Universal. Bring him back for House of Frankenstein and House of Dracula. Let him do more when he finally dons the monster make-up in Frankenstein Meets the Wolf-Man. Even today, the original Frankenstein seems to be more attention than the original Dracula (although I am happy that Dracula got the amazing restoration treatment in the recent Blu-ray release), and I feel that's been a massive injustice. From the beginning of his horror career, Bela Lugosi (for a number of different reasons) never got the same bump Karloff did, and that's just not fair.
- London After Midnight existed somewhere today. I'd like to think that it's out there somewhere. That a more complete version of the 1927 film Metropolis turned up a few years ago is pretty amazing, so maybe . . . MAYBE this lost Lon Chaney film will surface.
- More Captain Kronos films. Captain Kronos: Vampire Hunter was intended to launch a franchise, and I would love to see more films in this series.
- And, finally, I wish there was some way I could go back in time and watch all these classic monster movies I love today when they were first released theatrically!